Thursday, December 01, 2005

with your silly jokes and prattle

Mood: Doing...better.
Listening To: "Give It to 'Em Good, Carrie" from Carousel.
Reading: "The Nerd" by Larry Shue.

Oh me-an. Well. That last entry was all happy and cheerful, wasn't it?

I'm giving up on him. That's it. That's what I've needed to do for three years, and I'm bringing myself to it now. I can't hang on him like some conjoined twin, I don't need to know about everything he does, and I don't need to call him anymore. That's all.

So I'm working on that.

But it's so hard to let someone go, even if he is a jerk. You know?

This is gonna be really short, and lately I haven't been talking much about what I've been doing in life, I've just kinda been venting and "sharing my feelings". Psshaw.

I just don't know what to think anymore. Things are way too complicated and way too confusing.

But, ah, my hands are going to freeze off. So I'll leave now.

"Pretentious? Moi?"

-Axel, "The Nerd"

<3 = brittany

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