oh yes oh yes oh yes they both oh yes they both oh yes they both reached for the gun the gun the gun

Mood: Grr. Sick and tired.
Listening To: "They Both Reached For the Gun" from Chicago.
Reading: Alma 51.

Dangit, I am so confused and so tired and and so frustrated and I wish I could just be happy.

I mean, serously.

Da Brittster says : So how'd you find out Travis was going to ask me?
Liz says : we were at the wrestling tourny for ex. credit in med. anat... and he mentioned he liked you... so i said ask her!
Liz says : and he was like I will! good thinking!
Liz says : :D


A boy LIKES me. And I can't be really happy about it because of this stupid thing with Michael and Kenzie. BUT A BOY LIKES ME.

Homigash. Winter Ball. I cannot wait.

Conference. I cannot wait. Even if I don't have Michael and Kenzie I have everyone else. Like Liz and Lindsey and Emma and Elle and Mikal and Sal and TRAVIS and Kevin...

I'm gonna have fun.

But I wish I could clear all this M&M (Michael and Makenzie) stuff up. I wish everyone'd just chin up and get things done. I wish everyone (including me) would pull themselves out of their pity holes and brush themselves off.

Dangit.

I want to fix my heart so that I can take hold of this boy. Of boys in general. I want to start being more open with my crushes. I want to flirt, I want to giggle, I want to be a girl.

<|3 = brittany