o come let us adore him

Mood: EXCITEMENT!
Listening To: "O Come All Ye Faithful"
Reading: Alma 34.

Oh joy. We opened presents early, at midnight, and I am thoroughly happy with what I got.

Remember me wanting a canvas?

Yeah. I GOT ONE.

And Edward Scissorhands and Phantom of the Opera on DVD.

And lots of socks.

And Canadian pajama pants.

And a haircut. X3

And a few other little things, but I'm very happy.

Oh, and I sing in church today. We're singing "O Come All Ye Faithful" and I have a solo at the very beginning. Agh, I'm nervous now.

But I have to go do my hair and stuff, so I'll leave now. XD

"We're being invited places by colored people!"
"It feels so hip!"

-Penny and Tracy, "Hairspray"

<3 = brittany

lady, lady love me because I love to lay here lazy

Mood: Pretty good. Happy, you could say.
Listening To: "Banana Pancakes" by Jack Johnson
Reading: "That Summer" by ----- Dessen.

Woo-hoo! Christmas break! Christmas break! -dancedancedance- So excited. X3

And I got the GREATEST Christmas gift ever. GOGGLES! Love. Da Linzer got them for me. They're black motorcycle goggles nad I wear them upon my head and look like a bug when I wear them for real. XD

So they've been added to the bottom of my "Things That Make Me Happy" list.

Christmas break better rock, and I need to drive now. Tiffany's offered to take me around, so I hope she's serious about that, because I really need to learn.

I'm doing okay. And no school! X3

"Look! The artichoke is steamed."

- Glinda from "Wicked".

<3 = brittany

you'll be with me like a handprint on my heart

Mood: So happy I've got the shivers.
Listening To: "For Good" from Wicked.
Reading: "Someone Like You" by ---- Desson.

Oh love. I was just told that my stuff is good enough to publish by another person.

Narnia rocks my world!!! says: he was like, "She writes way good. I don't think she realizes how good she is. She needs to publish"

Da Brittster says: No way. He said that?

Da Brittster says: *totally loves the Donovan*

Narnia rocks my world!!! says: yeah


Narnia is Tiffany, Da Brittster is me.

So, dood. I am all shivery with joy. And she's going to use my "not really a poem, but..." piece for a school paper and that makes me happy. <3

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And things are going SOOO much better with the boy-o. We talked for two hours the other night, then last night, I slept over at Kenzie's, and we snuck him out of his house and talked for another two or three hours. We all needed it.

So, there is much love. Much.

Waldgrave: What has gotten into that boy?
Clelia: I can't conceive.
Axel: We all wish.

-"The Nerd", Larry Shue

<3 = brittany

with your silly jokes and prattle

Mood: Doing...better.
Listening To: "Give It to 'Em Good, Carrie" from Carousel.
Reading: "The Nerd" by Larry Shue.

Oh me-an. Well. That last entry was all happy and cheerful, wasn't it?

I'm giving up on him. That's it. That's what I've needed to do for three years, and I'm bringing myself to it now. I can't hang on him like some conjoined twin, I don't need to know about everything he does, and I don't need to call him anymore. That's all.

So I'm working on that.

But it's so hard to let someone go, even if he is a jerk. You know?

This is gonna be really short, and lately I haven't been talking much about what I've been doing in life, I've just kinda been venting and "sharing my feelings". Psshaw.

I just don't know what to think anymore. Things are way too complicated and way too confusing.

But, ah, my hands are going to freeze off. So I'll leave now.

"Pretentious? Moi?"

-Axel, "The Nerd"

<3 = brittany

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