Sunday, February 19, 2006

and so it has been and so it is written

Mood: Pretty mellow.
Listening To: "Stars" from Les Miserables.
Reading: 3 Nephi 20-something.

So. I haven't posted for a heck of a long time.

I went to Girl's Day last night, I had a pretty good time. Nothing can match Winter Ball yet, so we'll see.

And here's some exciting news. I MADE THE WATER POLO TEAM. Yes. I am so excited. And I'm on the "Purple team" meaning they will choose varsity from our group. Oh my. I'm scared. I want varsity, but I'll be just fine with transition, meaning they practice with varsity but play JV games. Jooknow.

So right now polo is taking over my life. And I'm glad. That means no more hanging around my house, wondering what I'm going to do. And I don't really want to be around my house much because my mom's going on her "You don't care about me you're so ungrateful" kicks that make me feel guiltier than heck. I mean, I know I don't always show her the love I feel because I'm not that way toward my family. I'm kinda cynical and sarcastic around them. I need to work on that, I know. So bleh on that.

L'anyhoodle. Didn't go to church today. That kinda brings me down. Ah... I dunno. I'm just hanging out between happy and sad. I'm kinda...blank. You know. I need to get out of my house. Mur.

"Life is all about ass; you're either covering it, laughing it off, kicking it, kissing it, busting it, trying to get a piece of it, behaving like one, or you live with one!"

-A signature on dA

<3 = brittany