it doesn't change a thing but even so after twenty-five years it's nice to know

Mood: Not too good.
Listening To: "Do You Love Me?" from Fiddler on the Roof.
Reading: Book of Mormon, Doctrine and Covenants, Twelfth Night, The Imaginary Invalid.

Yep, it's my birthday.

And last night at midnight, it was a happy one.
Kenzie called me right as my clock changed to 12:00. And I was happy. <3
Thanks Kenzie.

But this morning,
I skidded into a telephone pole.
Killed the front right side of my mom's car.
I had to call my dad to save me.
He came. Only cared that I was okay.
I was late to Majestix. But they gave me a break because of the circumstances.

I had a test in AP Bio.
I had a test in water polo.
I sucked it up playing goalie today.
And I'm the goalie for our game tomorrow.

My mom has screamed at me.
I came home to an empty house.
She was at the neighbor's.
And not once has she said happy birthday.

I know I did screw up her car.
But I just want to know that she remembers.



<|3 = brittany

don't I make you laugh? should I try it harder?

Mood: I'm not sure. I'm living.
Listening To: "Not Pretty Enough" , Kasey Chambers. Story of my life. <3
Reading: Nothing really. Doctrine and Covenants and Book of Mormon, yo.

- So, Winter Ball was a freaking blast! Loved it, had a lot of fun, felt gorgeous. You know.
- My job is great. Flexible hours, a nice manager, just great. <3
- Majestix is coming right along. I'm really excited for competitions. We have a chance this year.
- I'm excited for drama competition too. Jess and I are co-captains of the humorous monologue team, and I'm competing in classical scenes with Sal. :D
- Water polo tryouts are tomorrow and Friday! Whoo!
- And Girl's Day is on Saturday. I'm going with Benjamin. :D

I don't know what else to say, and I'm running out of time.

Ta.

"I won't let go!"
"I know."
-Jake Fischer and Ben Randall from The Guardian.

<3 = brittany